HEART..lub dub

salam.. it's been a tough week for my heart.. if i'm 99 years old.. i might be dead by now with all those stress on the heart..

i believe heart is the most crucial organ. some would say, no laaa.. brain is the most important organ.. i see it the other way around.. people with severe brain injury.. who end up having brain deaths.. their heart is still beating.. it's true that u'll never recover from brain death.. because it is as 'good' as death.. but still.. the heart is the organ, that doesnt give up on you.. it will try to compensate the blood loss, the oxygen demand.. it will push the kidney to maintain a steady blood volume.. it will push the lungs to bring in more oxygen.. the heart is the organ which never gives up on you unless it's 'time'.. i want to be the heart..

when my dad was fighting against cancer i would hear his heartbeat.. it was the most soothing sound on earth.. he had a very strong heart.. one that faught until the end..and then i have my mum.. her heart, although not so strong but always so pure.. i put on my stethescope and listen to her heart sound.. i know it's weak.. but it's very hard working.. although congested, but still beating as strong as it can..

heart is also what most of people say where the feelings come from.. well the feelings or emotions actually come from the limbic system.. the brain plays the major role. but let's stick to shakespear's view on feelings rather than the medical textbooks ok.. people in love give their heart in exchange of the other's.. and true love comes from those hearts that we hold dear kan.. love..sadness..hatred..happiness..although the brain does it all but those feelings can effect your heart very severely.. the heart is something you should take care of..either as the real organ or as the methaphor as to where feelings come from.. LOVE... aaaaaaahhh.. the four letter word that makes the world seems so nice.. love towards Allah is the greatest love there is.. love towards parents.. everybody know how i express my love towards my dad.. i basically want the whole world to know what a great man he was.. thats just me being my dad's darling baby.. and my mum.. when she has troubles from her heart.. i would hold my left chest.. i wanna rip it open... to give my heart to her.. i would cry everytime i hear her gasping for air.. i would give her my heart.. let her live happily and healthily.. and love for others.. once you find your true love.. no matter to whom it might be.. you wouldnt ask anything in return for it but her or his happiness.. when she or he gives you a hard time, you are still praying so that Allah will give her or him a good time.. i found out about that power of love just recently.. and it shocked me.. Allah memang ciptakan keindahan dalam setiap perkara..subhanallah..

have you ever think that as much as humans love you.. Allah loves you more.. because He is maha penyayang..and He created love and HEART..

one day.. i'm going to be a person who saves hearts.. millions of hearts.. so that people can live and love.. insya Allah.. amin