ACCIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!

Salam. Hye.. for those of you who doest really know me, you might not know this.. but in MAY 2011.. just about a week before my exam, i was involved in a car accident.. i have probably mentioned this in my previous post but this post i dedicated in the memory of that accident.. hahaha.. MAY is not a very good month for me.. my heart was broken and people think i didnt know what was going on, i was involved with an accident yet it was insignificant, lousy birthday, my mum was admitted to CCU... terrible!!!! and i found out that having a near death experience made no difference to certain people i cared so much about.. they were so blinded with their own feelings that loosing me was considered as a relief... and oh, exam!! how unlucky huhhhh??? you bet!!!!

so, should i tell you how i got into the accident?? okey.. the story begins like this...

My mum was admitted to the hospital due to her heart condition.. she was admitted for about a week in the ward... the night before the accident, i have insisted on staying with my mum in the ward but everybody else had asked me to go home, get some rest because the next day i had a community health programme in a village about 35 minutes from usm.. the programme was part of my curriculum so it was compulsory for me to be there despite the fact that my mum was in the ward and all (yup.. sengal sangat when things like this happen).. so i went home with my sister in law and slept alone... kinda creepy la that night.. hahaha... yea, saya penakut especially bila malam jumaat.. geeeezzzz... so i hardly slept that night... didnt feel too good also.. felt like having a fever or something.. a very long lonely night... so, pagi tu.. i was a bit dizzy... didnt have my breakfast because i thought i was running late.. i was supposed to be at usm by 7 but it was already 7.10 am.. haish.. (you know what pissed me off??? that day, everybody gathered and went to the village at 9.30!!!! so why in the world people were rushing me to be there????!!!!)

i parked my car outside of the garage.. so it was covered by mist... so i drew down the window... and turned off the aircond... just the good old fresh air of friday morning.... so.. when i was at the junction from my house towards the main road... i crossed confidentlt because it was friday morning.. the road was literally empty... BUT.. as my car was perpedicularly in the middle of the road.... came this Proton Saga.. full speed!!! it didnt see me i guess because the driver didnt brake.... i know this!!! because when the car hit me, both of the cars were still moving.. i guess he panicked too... i was shocked too see him coming so fast and i cant think of anything except TEKAN MINYAK LA WEYHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!... but my car was in catatonic shock too la kot... hahaha... and as i saw the car coming directly at me, i thought.. this is it...i didnt even get to see my mum that day... melodramatic ke???? well.. that was what going thru my mind.. my whole life flashed in front of me... my Abah, my Ma.. and i just watched the car coming at me... the driver was talking to his girlfriend... and it was the girlfriend who realised my car was just a few metres away... but.. too late... BAAAAAAAAANGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! KEBABOOOOO... my car kinda swirlded about 25 degrees.. and i was ALIVE!!! hahaha.. all that came out of my mouth is.. MY CAR!!!! ahahaha... ok.. so that's the story laaaa... lebih kurang.. but i want this post to be informational... so i wanna share with you how to deal with such situation...

first, when you get into an accident.. stay calm... HAHAHA.. didnt do much of that last time... check if you are okay or not.. can you move?? if not get help and ask someone to call the ambulans...just make sure no one is hurt la keyh.... then, if your vehicle was in the middle of the road... get some help to move it to the road side.. in my case, i was lucky enough as the villagers nearby helped me to move my car.. then, take all of your valuables from the car.. you never know if there was any leakage.. your car might explode!!! hahaha... ok tu macam over la kan.. but still.. keep your things safe... call your closest family member who can help you to settle things.. because you might be still in shock.. in my case i called my brother...then i call my lecturer and friends telling them i couldnt go to the programme i was supposed to go.. and i was crying!!! (malu seyh!!!!!)... call the police.. (of course la because what happened couldnt be settled by a simple agreement... it was not like someone scratched my car...duuuhhhh) ok... and i had my accident near a workshop and it had a tow truck.. so a bit convenient la to get a tow truck that time.. oh yeah!!! please dont forget to take pictures of the car!!! you are going to need it to claim insurance...

then, go to the police station to make the report.. do not forget your driving license and your ic ye cik mek!!!! hahahaha.. cam nak kena pancung je kalau tak bawak lesen to the police station to report an accident.. the inspector who interrogated me was a Singh... looked fierce but surprisingly kind... hahaha.. he was very huge... muscular... and macam Godfather la sket... but he was nice... he said "you student ke??? hurmmmm hati-hati laaa..you ni aset negara" hehehe... aset ni!! hahaha.. nasib baik la dia super duper nice... well.. nice-nice pun... kena ticket jugak.. rm300 because technically it was my fault la for getting out of junction carelessly.. he said "saya terpaksa saman awak sebab kalau ikut undang-undang.. awak kena saman atas kesalahan keluar simpang dengan cuai" hahaha... melayang rm300... so, for the insurance claim... you need to get the copy of police report which will be done about 2 days after you have reported it.. well sort off la because i had the accident on friday.. office tutup.. if during weekdays probably faster la kot... so what you need to prepare for your insurance claim... your driving license for the past 3 years, your ic, you car's registration document, your car's insurance.. semua yang berkaitan dengan kereta laaa... ooooohhhh... and get this.. if you are under 21 years old or still using P license, or the car is not under your name or not listed as the rightful driver.. you have to pay rm400 to the insurance company.. hahaha... sengal!!!! when the accident happened.. it was just a week before my birthday!!! alaaaa.. dah panjang sgt dah post ni..

fashion kerrr????

Salam.. hello people.. if you are reading my blog, clearly you are bored and have nothing else to do.. hahaha... but i always appreciate your interest in my blog... i have never highlighted this fact before.. i dont do any proofreading when i am blogging.. and my English is not that good but hentam je laaaa... hahaha.. ok... the story begins like this..

i have to admit i am more of myself around girls rather than boys.. sooooooo uncomfortable around guys.. what do you expect, i am a girl... and i am not the type of girl who can just be friends with others especially guys in a 2 seconds conversation... so that explains why my guy friends ni boleh bilang ngan jari je... and honestly, it is always fascinating how the minds of women and men are different... but sometime so similar that it freaks me out a bit.. freaks me out in the sense of "are u sure u are a guy/girl??" hahaha...

so, the other day i have the opportunity to have a good informative chat with my good indian guy friend.. i asked him... "What do you think about the tudung that we all wear?" hehehe... a cliche question i have to say.. but i love to see things from different point of view... so he answered very honestly... "it is what your religious requires so it is cool... but i have to say the style of how the ladies wear tudung or scarfs nowadays are just simply freaking me out!!!! what is with this belit-belit style and letting it loose and wearing those dangling accessories for the tudung?? like seriously???!!! tudung is supposed to be simple right.. it looks nice in just the simple way..." hahaha... i was amazed by his reaction.. i mean he talked like one of those yang memang tak suka perempuan ni tabarruj (berhias secara berlebihan melampaui batas)... so i asked him about the instant tudung yg style Ariani or like what my lecturer mispronounced Arianna( with a Brit accent) hahaha.. dia cakap "it's more suitable for the older people i guess..the plain simple ones are ok.. but yang decorated pelik2 tu cam..i dunno how to say it nicely but if u can, please dont wear it" hahaha.... i kinda like his responses you know... he is living in a big city.. bigger than my hometown.. and he sorts of saw it all.. the styles of hijab... how people wore them too short that seems a bit pointless of actually wearing one..

the greatest and awesome part is my heart's opinion... that the belit-belit ones are just complicated, the word DISLIKE is clearly what he has to say....he prefers the simple ones..which i am going to keep to myself la that points.... i treasure that opinion so much!!!! hehehehe..not the see through 'i-can-see-your-neck-and-ears-and-everything' type la tau!!!!.. but i have to admit my tudung is not really that perfect.. ade yg a bit see through.. huhuhuhu.. honest confession la ni kira..... i wore the shawls sometimes with an inner.. but just once in a blue moon.. because i find it rather suffocating and irrelevant with the usage of a stethoscope.. hahaha... tergeliat kepala ngan tangan nak sumbat stethoscope kalau pakai tudung belit-belit. you might take 20 minutes just to wear it properly with you belit-belit tudung... some people look nice in it and some people just dont care if they dont look nice in it as long as they like it.. but.. seriously... tak perlu la pakai yang pelik-pelik sangat.. i mean, it's ok to let people know that you are fashionable... but not outrageous la...

Islam is about beauty in everything... it never forbids the muslims and muslimahs to be fashionable and well-dressed.. as long as you dont attach your soul to the clothes that you are wearing then, it's okay...unless you are just plainly vain...

how to know if you are plainly vain and outrageously inappropriate fashion freaks???
a) you spend too much time looking at the mirror... dah la doa tengok cermin tak baca... but you manage to spend hours putting on make ups and adding accessories to your tudung yang dah macam sarat dah dengan macam-macam benda... my lecturer said "tak payah la letak make up yg mahal sangat tu.. you are beautiful just like that" hahaha.... cam bruno mars la plak lecturer ni.. pandai bagi ayat cmtu ea dalam lecture...
b)you spend too much money trying to look good in the eyes of others instead of yourself... dah sampai riak pun ada.. and perhiasan tu cam kalau makcik-makcik tu.. emas sampai bahu.. huuuuuuhhhhh... tu yang duk ade mucsle pain tu... pakai barang berat sangat...
c)you are hoping for praises and that people will follow your style... heeessssshhhh
senang cte tabarruj la.. semua nak lebih-lebih tak leh la.. berfesyen la semampu dan sesedarhananya... how to define sederhana??? ada standard guidelines for that??? hurmmm... to make it simple... modesty is something that is allowed in islam, comfortable, affordable, clean, neat, nice, and makes you feel you.. heeeeeee... have a fashionable day people!!!

DoCtORS vs EtHiCS.. CORRECTION!! STUPID DOCTORS VS HUMANITY

Salam... Okey, in my previous post i mentioned about sharing more experience regarding the hari raya but i think it is enough la.... Raya is soooo yesterday.. (but doesn't mean that the fasting in syawal should end before you complete the 6 days of it which equals the pahala of fasting for the whole year) so.. now i am officially a third year medical student.. so how is it so far?? BOOOOOOOORRRRRRRIIIIINGGGG.. hahaha.. in fact till now i am looking forward to go back home just the scond i arrive at the class... hahahaha.. terrible la this illness... anyhow, back to bussiness.. the first block or subject that i learn is about BIOETHICS AND COMMUNICATION.. it is not a clinical block.. but it is vital in producing good doctors... you know.. the HUMAN DOCTORS... not those DEATH EATERS VERSION OF DOCTORS... as lazy as i am to attend the sessions... i know.. this is important from my personal experience.. Ahhhhhhaaaaa!!! i know certain people dont really like reading about medical stuffs especially since they are not directly involve with it... but u know my style.. my blog talks about past experiences... stuffs i find worth sharing.. knowledge i think not many people know..

so.. previously, i have talked about how i despise the proud doctors... it seems like i really hate my field isnt it??? well, i dont blame you.. there are a bunch of people out there who criticised my way of smacking the naive ambitions of the young ones to become doctors... but this post is about doctors and ethics... so here goes.. my dad was 54 years old when he passed away.. in the first place, he had pain due to the gall stone (batu dalam hempedu) but later they found out my dad's liver was abnormal.. a series of investigation was done and BOOOOMM... the doctor broke the news.. my dad had cancer of liver... my dad was treated at 3 hospitals... 2 of them is in Kelantan and one in Selangor... not gonna mention the name of the hospitals here... the first hospital which handled my dad was very good.. created a good rapport (communication) with him... but the second hospital made me hate doctors!! wonder how i get through 3 years of medical school.. hahahaha... life is ironic... let the story begins.. One day, we brought my dad to the hospital in Selangor.. he had been treated there 10 years before for lymphoma (cancer of the lymph node) but this time, he was treated by another different doctor... this particular doctor is a well-known Prof.. a Dato'.. ooooohhh have i mentioned a very COCKY PERSON?? hahaha.. why??? get this, during his first meeting.. he saw my dad... checked his abdomen.. pressed here and there (palpated) and he went "WHAT DID THE HOSPITAL YOU PREVIOUSLY WENT TO DO?? THIS IS A CLEAR CASE OF LIVER CANCER IN ADVANCE STAGE.. YOU WILL HAVE A BLOATED STOMACH.. THEN YOU WILL BE DISORIENTED... THEN YOU WILL BE IN COMA.. YOU HAVE ABOUT 8 MONTHS TO LIVE" yes... this conversation happened the first day my dad met this stuck up doctor... and sure enough.. my dad was devatated.. damged emotionally... the last bits of his hopes were crushed.... and people talk about how the psychological aspect of the cancer patient can kill the patient faster than the cancer cells... why laaa this prof did that to him?? to add the salt to the wound... everytime he went to see my dad.. (just to increase the money he is getting for the rubbish treatment he was giving to my dad) he would stand 10 feet away from my dad.. my dad had a private room.. and the doctor would stand near the door... not near my dad... but near the door.. easy to get away i presumed... i swear i am telling the truth.. i am not exagerrating any information... so where are BENEFICIENCE??? NON-MALEFICIENCE??? AUTONOMY??? JUSTICE?? KNOWLEDGE??? EMPATHY???? should you give a senior specialist a reminder of what he learnt years ago in medical school about ethics??? or is this thing call ethics doesnt exist that time??? nak buat report about him pun.. he probably has a high rank or position in MMA OR MMC... but this is something that happens to my dad... to me.. put yourself in my dad shoes... jijik ke seorang pesakit kanser sampai seorang doctor layan dia macam tu... ooooohhh... wait... the story gets better... nak dijadikan cerita... my dad had friends who are Dato' and one of them bump into this Dato' Doktor Prof. ni... and then he realized that my dad was friends with influential people... haaaa... baru nak treat with respect... my dad was a financially stable person.. but not super rich... imagined how the doctor would treat a poor farmer or the lower working class people.. or those who are ot working anymore... mcm mane????

so... case number two... my dad went to the third hospital... he recieved a better treatment there.. much better.. but there was this particular doctor/researcher... suggesting my dad a new drug... supposedly good for cancer patients....it gave the effect of chemotherapy but you have to take it orally.. it was a new drug at that time and he was suggesting my dad to take it.. you have o understand this... my dad was a man who was fighting for his life... he would do anything to be free from his disease... to see me going to college.. to be at my graduation.., to see more grandchildren.. to have more family vacations... so... he was willing to take it.. as his family.. we wanted that too.. and we surely couldnt live our lives if we didnt do anything possible to cure him.. we were afraid, if he didnt try that drug... he might miss the opportunity to be better... the doctor sort of instillled that feeling to us... my dad was already terminally ill at that time... the definition of terminally ill patients is the patients who have less than 6 months to live.. the focus of treatment should be palliative and more gentle or his roughed soul and body... but we tried the drug... it costs RM10,000 just for a month supply... and my dad passed away before he even finished taking the drugs... later we found out that the drugs was very new and there was not really enough or strong evidence as to its efficacy... so basically, that doctor was trying out a new drug on a terminally ill patient which bring more harm to the patient... yes, my dad was miserable after taking those crazy expensive tablets...

so there you go... why ethics are important in medicine... ethics make sure that doctors remain humans and leave the role of God to Him...

RAYA: wassup???!!

Salam... before i begin.. i just wanna wish who ever reads my blog.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.. so this year there are 29 days of Ramadhan only.. hurm.. i wish i could have been longer.. but surprise, surprise.. raya this year has many twists!!

when we talk about raya.. we talk about the food.. when there is an open house, the food provided by the hosts are sufficient to feed an entire refugee camp.. seriously!! satay, nasi himpit, kuah kacang, lodeh, rendang, ketupat, lemang, nasi kerabu, nasi minyak, nasi hujan panas, nasi air, nasi lemak.. hadoi.. macam pesta makanan pulak.. air oren, air sirap, air ribena (kelas kau jah) hahaha.. during the fasting month you might lost a few kilos but you'll gain all of it back at once in a single day of syawal.. hahaha.. sia-sia je..

so what's interesting this raya??? i've had some very annoying illnesses.. had to take antibiotics and all.. hadoi la.. sakit jiwa je rasa.. i had a bleeding which was very hard to stop to the point that my very cute baju raya was stained by a generous amount of blood.. i keep bleeding love!!! cewah.. haaa.. if raya last year siap accident pekebenda lagi kan.. this year alhamdulillah.. no accident.. the road seems forgiving this year.. or is it just my imagination???!!! heeee

ok.. so ape lagi?? well this year, people wont even look at me to give the duit raya.. hadoi... sedih.. suddenly i am too old for one.. and the refreshing thing is that i actually gave duit raya to others.. not on behalf of my mum.. but from my pocket money.. huish..who says growing up is fun huh???? but it is nice to do something different.. instead of getting, i am actually giving.. cool la jugak rasenye.. :)

haaaa.. one more thing.. you know how people go to the graveyard on eid to pay respect to their loved ones who had passed away.. well i discovered something interesting. there was a group of people strangely wearing the same clothing like boria or nasyid group.. went to the grave of their relative i presume and started to lit up the 'setanggi' and do some weird stuff like extremist or the correct word in Islamic belief is bida'ah.. hadoi.. seksanye..

lots more happen but you have to wait until another post because i have to go now... take care everybody..

GIRLS OVER FLOWERS

salam..

ROSES ARE RED,

1. VIOLETS ARE BLUE,

DON'T BE MAD,

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU...

well.. i have to admit i have been driven by all sorts of emotions to write this new post.. whatever emotions i have right now i can assure you that anger is not one of it. those who really know me should know that i dont get angry easily.. i have no idea why.. it is so hard not to feel anger.. well i am just one of those entitled with romantic hearts.. well, some people doesnt really appreciate it.. when we talk about romanticness.. the flowers, chocs, candle lit dinner... those sort of things will flash into your mind isnt it?? but for those who think that romance is a reason for you to puke all over my blog so i suggest that you stop reading my blog now.. hey.. it's my blog.. i write whatever suits me.. i dont write to please people..

so.. today i wanna talk about flowers... my fav flower is lily.. they dont really give out strong scents accept lilies of the valley.. but still i adore them because of their simplicity.. personally speaking, i have given flowers to quite a number of people.. despite genders and age... you see.. there are a lot of ways how people reacted once they received flowers from some one.. my mum for example, i gave her a dozen of red and pink roses for mother's day last year and she kept going on about how i wasted my money for hours until the roses were actually wilted.. lack of love i presumed.. haha.. well, my mum was born to a humble family with less than average income.. so spending rm50 for flowers is something rather ridiculous..

and there is this one lovely lady, whom i know from her children. i sent her flowers on her birthday and i think she kept it for about a year or so.. everytime i went to her house and saw those dried dead roses, my heart felt the contrary.. i felt alive knowing that people appreciate things i gave them..

you see, not many women have ever received a good bouquet of flowers in their entire lives.. myself for instance.. never actually get one but i have given lots to others... again.. helpless romantic that i am.. so when they do get the flowers for the first time.. you can see the glitter in their eyes... i have a good friend of mine in college.. she's a real sweetheart but many people see her as a stone cold girl because of her principles in life that make people misjudge her so poorly.. but i always see the great side of her... although she is rough on the outside, she's the sweetest a girl could ask for a greatest friend.. she is boyish, hard and stern.. she once told me that she didnt see the point of giving flowers as a gift.. haha.. how unlucky i felt to hear that on the same day i bought a rose for her with a lady bug shaped choc (the ones my student body sold to raise some money for a good cause).. haha.. but when she received it.. her eyes were tranfixed on it.. and she took pictures of the rose and made one of them as her phone's wallpaper.. see?? the power of flowers..

all girls wished that the one who send them flowers is their boyfriend/fiance/husband.. haha.. very unfortunate for a few of my friends when they found out that the flowers come from me.. but they really appreciate it.. that i tell you.. they really appreciate it as if i have given then a pot of gold.. so.. how does boys react when they received flowers???? well... they do nothing.. haha.. because they dont know how to react and what to do with them... hahahahaha.. this info i had to learn it the hard way... heeeeee.. so no need la to buy flowers for guys on simple occasion but you can consider a simple bouquet for their graduations.. NOTHING ELSE... hahaha..

but boys love to see girls with flowers.. as the flowers make the girls appear gentler and more natural... they would go gaga over girls with a beautiful face sniffing a rose... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... shallow as it seems.. this is the truth.. so girls if you are desperate to look good.. try some flowers on your outfits.. they might actually work.. coz boy i've seen it happened before... STABBED!!

flowers are really nice to look at and some of the ave very nice scent. but.. they can be deadly.. daffodills, lilies of the valley and etc.. see the resemblance between women and flowers?? hahaha.. i leave it for you to judge... let the flowers bloom in your hearts.. dalam hati ada taman..

RAMADHAN: stories down the memory lane..

salam, it's been a while. let's just say i kinda lost interest about THE OUTSIDE WORLD.. but RAMADHAN is here.. bulan paling grand dengan pahala yang extravaganza.. when we talk about ramadhan, we can never leave behind things like fasting, breakfast, sahur, lailatul qadr, terawih, and being a Malaysian obviously i cant leave out the fact about BAZAAR RAMADHAN.. even the non muslims are looking forward for ramadhan to attend the bazaar.. haha.. WARNING: this is not my assumption okey, this is what my non muslim friends said to me tau.. haha..

to a lot of people, Ramadhan is their priority rather than Syawal.. when i was a kid, this concept was totally hard to comprehend.. because during ramadhan there's no duit raya and kuih raya maaaa... haha.. and of course time ramadhan la muka macam ayam berak kapur sebab tahan thirst and hunger... haha.. (no chicken is involve in the making of this post... hahaha).. but as i learn the true meaning of ramadhan.. lailatul qadr.. ISLAM.. i would be a fool if i take ramadhan for granted... ramadhan is when the doors of heaven open wide.. and the doors of hell (nauzubillah) close shut... RAMADHAN is a MIRACLE.. 30 days of nothing but miracles..

people have a lot of memories about ramadhan.. sweet.. bitter or ... tasteless.. because ramadhan is the only exception.. the month where everything seems to be out of the ordinary.. hence creating outstanding memories...

the memory which makes me smile every time ramadhan comes is CHASING THE LAILATUL QADR... there was this one time when i was in early teenage life... so long ago.. so naive.. (i feel so old this very moment)..and like everybody else i was so eager to meet lailatul qadr.. night of a thousand nights... the night when angels come down to earth and pray for those who have Allah in their hearts... the night when all doas are granted... simply said.. it is the night when heaven comes to earth.. so, back to the story... one night, after i went terawih with my dad, i saw this streak of light in the sky.. a beam of light shone the sky and moving left to right... my heart started to pump faster.. i thought "THIS IS IT... IT'S THE LAST 10 DAYS OF RAMADHAN, TONIGHT IS RAINING A BIT.. THE AIR SEEMS REFRESHING... YA ALLAH, THIS IS LAILATUL QADR ISNT IT.." well u can tell la i'm so excited and freaking out about the light... i called my dad who entered the house before me (i have a habit of looking at the stars and moon alone)... i told him about the light.. then..... there was tears in his eyes.. not because of how touched he was about meeting lailatul qadr.. i reaized soon enough that those were the tears he tried to hold back from LAUGHING.. so outrageously at me... he told me "ANIS SAYANG, THE LIGHT COMES FROM KB MALL LAAAA" hahaha.. at that time, kb mall (one of te shopping centers in kota bharu) was newly opened.. so the light was sort of it's promo... hahaha.. malu seyh!!! usually.. during the last ten days of ramadhan... i would try to keep my eyes open... preventing myself from letting the night goes without efforts to be closer to Allah...kalau tertido tu rasa macam nak nanges,,,

tu baru cite pasal ramadhan... ni nak cte pasal puasa la pulak.. you know.. being a girl and all... i dont have the chance to fast one whole month of ramadhan because of my "monthly visitor" so my dad had insisted me to fast since i was little.. so that i can feel what it is like to fast for the whole month of ramadhan.. there was this time... when syawal was only few days away and so far i had been fasting.. i hadnt missed one single day..but that particular day.. i was temted to break my fast even before zohor.. huhu.. just because i saw my cousin drinking pepsi...PEPSI!!! hahaha... punye la tempted.. sampai.. i drank it also.. and later i cried.. i cried my heart out.. and my dad said.. HAAA.. PADAN MUKA.. hahaha.. dush3.. dengan pepsi pun boleh tergoda..pastu masa first day of syawal.. duk tepi kolam then nanges puas2.. when my dad asked me why i cried.. i said "ramadhan dah habis.. dah tak boleh puasa.. nak puasa lagi" ... huuuu... so thats it for now... :) eid ramadhan everybody.. have a good one..

aaaah.. ROMANCE

salam... i'm sure, based on my previous posts, you might get some ideas on my blogging style. i write based on my readings (well, i ONLY post on books or info which i find interesting) and my experience in daily lives.. so much so.. but i try not to fix my personal feelings about the topics ....but rather my personal views which are still debatable and i would love to just trigger you to think likewise or otherwise.. well, i have to admit lately i've been writing a lot about love, feelings.. because i am being surrounded by them.. the feelings of others ..and myself... but it's just human nature isnt it..???

for those who know me, they know that i would write or talk about my parents in a very emotional way.. how i miss my Abah... how i'm worried about Ma... etc.. but today, i'm going to talk about something cute..something refreshing about them.. something about ROMANCE.. have you ever asked your parents how they had met? how their love blossomed?? what are their sweet memories??? heee.. i'm the youngest in my family and i spend 20 years out of my 21 years of life with my parents.. so, i tend to know a few facts about them before "Aku terima nikahnya..." and the stories before i was born and rock their world... well a few stories should be kept exclusive to my family.. but i just want to share this one story which i had only seen in movies.. romantic movies from HOLLYWOOD.. not malaywood ok.. and mind you, not BOLLYWOOD too.. just the right amount of romanticness that makes me say awwwwww...soooo sweet...

so here goes, hope my mum doesnt scold me for making this a permanent note in the internet.. hahaha... but i want to share!!! hee.... ok..

my mum was just a simple country girl with a very natural beauty.. and my abah was a very handsome kampung boy who managed to climb the ladder and created his own standards.. when my mum was pregnant with their 4th child... yes, yes...my ever so annoying brother... she had a craving for those LIMAU BALI that is famous in Perak and Penang up until now.... she was staying in Kelantan at that time to stay near her family during her pregnancy... so it was impossible la to get that LIMAU BALI.. because kelantan and perak is not that near PEOPLE!!! AND SHE WAS PREGNANT..AND MY BROTHER WAS A HEAVY BABY..HAHAHA...and my dad who was an air force pilot who was working outstation at that time.. BUT... on a very fine afternoon, one helicopter had landed right behind my parents' rented house in Kelantan where my mum stayed... the 'kampung' is very far from town or city hence no one had ever seen a helicopter before (yes, my dad was a heli pilot)...and then came my dad... carrying several LIMAU BALI from perak for my mum!!!! and he was wearing his macho pilot suit.. cute kan.... hahaha... well done Abah!!!! soooooo romantic!!! hadoilaa.. yes.. i love to indulge on cute romatic love stories... hahaha.. ok. till then.. seriously got to go now...